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Vicarious – tool
Eye on the TV
’cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavor it happens to be
Like:
“Killed by the husband” …
“Drowned by the ocean” …
“Shot by his own son” …
“She used a poison in his tea,
Then (she) kissed him goodbye”
That’s my kind of story
It’s no fun til someone dies.
Don’t look me at like I am a monster
Frown out your one face, but with the other (you)
Stare like a junkie into the TV
Stare like a zombie while the mother holds her child,
Watches him die,
Hands to the sky cryin “why, oh why?”
Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too – don’t lie.
Why can’t we just admit it?
Why can’t we just admit it?
We won’t give pause until the blood is flowin’
Neither the brave nor bold
Nor brightest of stories told
We won’t give pause until the blood is flowin’
I need to watch things die from a good safe distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so why can’t we just admit it?
Blood like rain fallin’ down
Drum on grave and ground
Part vampire, part warrior,
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmittal.
Sing to the death rattle.
Credulous at best
Your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men.
But pull your head on out (of) your hippie haze
And give a listen
Shouldn’t have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it’s always been …
We all feed on tragedy.
It’s like blood to a vampire.
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.
found a new love to music… its been so long since i heard anything new.. just getting bored of tiesto’s podcasts and the long wait for my fav artists’ albums to come out…
well, its been a long time since i did anything new.. it always used to be the same old shit, diff day… yesterday was awesome.. got to hang out with stevie, andrew and dom-is-serious… had an awesome guitar jammin session… good to let the fingers loose on the fretboard once more with others.. i’m just slowly getting my life back and its been feeling better than ever… Melbourne has given me alot of ups and downs, but there’s always something here that makes me feel that my life will always get better and better…
i came out to my balcony yesterday, saw the most amazing view ever since i got here..
the rain scrolled slowly from the left…
well.., got more activities coming up… just remember, if you’ve hit rock bottom, there’s no where to go but up…
-Malcolm
wow.. it has been pretty fuckin long since my last post… more than a year…
well, many changes have happened… a failed relationship, a broken friendship.. looks like my social management is going down the tubes, which is funny coz i’ve been meeting tons of new people… never the less, this is about fresh beginnings!
i kinda miss staying alone… just having your friends over once in a while and all the time to myself… now its just a bit too crowded and awkward… living with your ex isn’t exactly the best thing to do… should have listened to others when they told me not to let her move in… well, i can still only blame myself…
hmm… whats been going on in Malcolm’s life the past 12 months?
1. got a sick new bike to thrash around in!!
2. got hospitalized for thrashing around on a bike…
3. got some neat new scars on the leg from the operation!
4. went back to uni…
5. uni sucks ass…
6. met a whole new bunch of people…
7. been doing random road trips to the mountains every once in a while..
8. liberation…!!!!
9. single life sets in… only a matter of time till i start to like it.. 
10. i like it already!
11. victorian downhill series starts soon… its time to train up!!
12. mmmm starting to like this other girl hehehehe…
well, short update… i’ll post more up again once more events start happening!!!
-Malness
